Nephil

I have a new account. :D

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 21:43:21 GMT

I am just letting people know that I finally decided to grab that nephiliam lj account. I have been keeping an eye on it for a while now. So I decided to get it, and made it a payed account. After this entry, I will be making all my entries to that account from now on. ;) In 30 days I will delete this account so please add me! I've added some of the friends from my list, but any more who want to be added, please let me know. I will most likely be making it friends only. Caleb won't be able to read it but oh well. :P If he wants to read it, he will have to make an account and view it through that.. If I make it friends only. ;) Probably will though.

Bored as hell. At work. Bored. Did I mention that I am bored? =/

See you on my new account!

XD The new account is: nephiliam.

Add me please! :)

Consider this my new effort to get back into the internet life. I have plenty of free time when I am at work. When I am not doing my homework that is. ;)

Bye!

Oh the irony!

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 03:07:54 GMT

Nothing much ever happens in my life.

Ha. XD I wrote that 3:15pm today, and I never got to finish that. I didn't even get to put the period on it before I got busy again. XD How ironic is that? I've been so busy today that I haven't had hardly any time to myself. I stopped by Red Lobster and had a salad alone. That was lonely. But the biscuits were delicious! And I had a quick shower, and I typed "Nothing much ever happens in my life"

I woke up and went to school this morning, at 7am. It was so cold outside this morning. @_@ In english 1101, we worked on an in class essay, mine is about the japanese education system. After class, I took two movies back to blockbuster and after I had already returned them, I realized... "Oh crap, I don't think Skeleton Key was in the case!" I came home and checked that and I was right, it was still in my DVD player. ;)

After that, I went downtown to the Macon City Hall and got my accident report. Then I went to the Bibb County Health Center and took a skin test to see if I have tuberculosis. I go back on Friday to check for the result. :(

Then I went by Red Lobster. After that I went home and got the DVD and took it back to Blockbuster. I checked to see if I owed anything there, then I called Alltel and checked to see what I owe them for the disconnected phone from over a year ago. I mailed the check off for that, as well as christmas cards for all my family, and birthday cards for my mom and my nephew. :)

That is the condensed version. I will update in more detail later. ;) I want to eat my orange now!

And I joined a new forum. ;)

Ideas

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 23:14:11 GMT

Ideas to write in my journal about. 13 entries are due on Monday and I have only made 2.

2 down, 11 to go.

Accident on November 23rd around 6:30pm.
Tuberculosis
Job
Thanksgiving
School
Christmas
Eragon
Memoirs of a Geisha
Christmas gifts for sweetheart

I hate english 1101. Why oh why am I taking English 1102 next semester? ;_;

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 14:11:30 GMT

I'm looking for a good forum to join. =/ One that isn't eoff or uff9. So far I haven't found one. >_< Does anyone know of any good ones to check out? :)

Not much.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 03:48:11 GMT

I am just sitting here at work reading Eragon. I got this new job as a receptionist, and I thought it would be great. ;) It is better than standing up all day, but it gets mighty boring. :S Last Saturday, I finished reading a book I had been working on for a while! I had over half of the book left, and I finished it all in one day. :/ So I bought another book to read, but I finished that one yesterday. :( I read Memoirs of a Geisha. That was a good book. :D It isn't the sort of book you would normally find me reading, but when I started that book, I just couldn't stop! It was addicting. Anyone who has not read this book, I would highly suggest it. As I mentioned earlier, I am now reading Eragon. I know it's a book for teens, but I've always seen it in the store, and I have wondered about it. So I decided to buy it yesterday before I came into work.. I was going to read Guardians of the Lost, but every time I tried to read it I would get this horrible headache! Well, I bought this book Eragon, and though Caleb said he heard it wasn't a good book, I still go by my own rules. I prefer to give things a chance and go by my own opinion rather than by other people's opinions. I've found that to be the best way to do things.

Well, tonight we are going to see Harry Potter. We didn't go last night because I had to wake up so early this morning. I am looking forward to seeing it. ;) I get off of work tonight at 6, so I think we will be going around 7 or so. I will probably meet Caleb there.. actually, I would rather go to a 9 show so that I can rest a little bit and get changed in time before the movie. I can only stay in these nice clothes for so long! XD

I am feeling kinda icky today. :(My period started last night and it has decided to take it's revenge on me. :( Curses.

This new job is so different from any that I have had! I sit here all day, answer the phone and page over the intercom, take messeges, and close invoices. Easy job, just requires a ton of patience. I don't have much patience.. so this is another learning experience for me. ;)

And by February, I should be making enough money that I will be able to get a car! Yay! Mine is finally tearing up on me. :( So I am taking turns driving my boyfriend's truck and his mother's car. :)

And it has been getting into the 20's here at night recently. :S It's soooo cold! There was even ice on the cars this morning!

Well, gotta get back to work! (And reading Eragon and MegaTokyo!)

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 20:36:16 GMT

And again I am bored as hell. I've finished reading my book, and I have done the invoices.. so all I am now waiting for is for 5pm to hurry up and get here! But time is crawling today. =( I wanna go home! I want to rest in a good chair, or lay down in a bed to rest my neck! Just an hour and 20 more minutes. @_@ GAH!!!!!!

I'm here at work.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 23:35:40 GMT

Well, I am sitting here at work right now. :) Not much to do right now.. Just answer the phone and wait for this last customer to come in so I can take care of him. :D After he comes and pays and takes his keys, I will get to go home! Yay! I am very hungry and bored. XD That is why I am updating right now.

It is so strange being a receptionist. I get to sit down all day, and even get online when we aren't busy. XD Talk about a great job! I am even enjoying it. :) The people are all very friendly.

The only thing is, today is my first real day on the job. I am here alone, at least in the back.. so if I have problems.. *clueless*

I am thinking about getting a volkswagen beetle. :) I think I get the employee discount.. so I think I may be able to pay for it by the month.. and hopefully gas and insurance too. Going to wait first though to see how much I make in 4 weeks.

Anyways, going to go now. =) Bye!

And the day drags on.

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 18:03:07 GMT

I forgot to turn on my alarm clock last night. XD So somehow I woke up ust 5 minutes late.. but I nearly went back to sleep because the alarm hadn't gone off. When I looked at it I thought.. "Still have 55 minutes to sleep.... !! I slept in 5 minutes! Eek!"

I start work in a few hours too..

Update more soon, must get to my food!

I hate Voicemail. Not mine though.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 15:27:12 GMT

I hate it when I try to call someone and all I ever get is voicemail. Who am I talking about? Well, for starters I have been trying to call my insurance agent about the accident. All I get is her voicemail. That sucks. I have been trying to get in touch with her sine yesterday morning! I try about every 15 or 20 minutes and still nothing. The next person is Rachel. She was supposed to be moving into her new house yesterday, but I have been trying to call her since Sunday! All I get from her is voicemail! I need to get her new address so I can send my nephew KC his very late birthday card! She is always bugging me about it, and finally when I get it she doesn't even answer. Then I tried calling nana so I could give her my address again so she could send me a money order. She picked up I think and hung up, or something. Now it goes straight to voicemail. >_< Gah!!! Talk about annoying as hell. I can't even call mom and dad because they are on a cruise this week. =/ And Caleb is at work. He will call me sooner or later, when it's not a bad time for him. I always manage to call him at a bad time for some unknown reason. =(

Well, he spent alot of money on me last night. :( He bought me some nice clothes for my new job! Now I will look nice enough to work there. ;) I just need a new car to go with it... XD Like that is going to happen anytime soon!

Oh! Friday is early registration at college! I need to either call or go to the advising center to set up an appointment, and soon. I want to get the same math teacher next semester as I have this semester. She just teaches things so easily. I can really understand when she teaches. In fact, I used to hate math, but now math is my best subject. Go figure. =/

Anyways, I have to go get a drug test today, and buy some shampoo. =) So I must be going soon!

And I am still sick. =(

Good luck?

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 20:15:54 GMT

I guess I don't always have bad luck. :) Even though I always think so. =( I got a job today! And I went and told Tim about it.. I was glad to hear him say that it helps them alot though. :) I'm thankful he kept me in even though they didn't really have the hours to fit me in. So where did I get a job at? I got a job at Butler Toyota/Volkswagen! :D I am to be a receptionist/cashier. ;) Meaning.. I get to sit at a desk. :D Finally! I've been looking for something alot like that. :) I was getting tired of these cashier jobs where all I do is stand up in once place all day long. I never saw the point in that. Why should I stand up when sitting down would enable me to work longer hours without breaks? I never understood that. I can understand that when you are actually having to get out on the floor and sale the merchandise, or stock, but when all you do is stand by the register.. why not sit down? That is something I always wonder about. If I were a manager I would allow my cashier to sit down, as long as it never hampered the ability to do the job correctly. :D At least I won't have to worry about that anymore! I'm so glad! The job starts this week maybe, at least the training. If not, then the official date will be Monday. :) I hope I get to go in sooner, then I can get used to the hours and duties I will be expected to fill.

That always seems to be my luck. I was getting crappy hours at Fuddruckers, between 2 and 4 hours a week. I went applying at other jobs and was running out of hope. Then I decided to walk all the way down to Staples. I put in the application, Harvey and Tim interviewed me, and then they hired me on the spot. Now, that was a great job and I loved it and everyone there. I will really miss everyone. :( Well, back on topic. They gave me great hours for a month and a half. Nearly worked me to death. Then the back to school season was over and they cut my hours back, first to about 15 hours, then to 0, and back to 5. Sometimes 10 hours. This week I had 0 hours, but next week I might have had 15, but I can't pay my insurrance and gas with that. So.. today as I was looking for jobs online, Butler Toyota called me, and offered me a job. :D I just hope it perm and not temp. I need more hours! I will be working Monday through Friday 5pm to 8pm, and Saturday from 8:30am to 5:30pm. :D 23 hours a week! So I am very happy.. I have to go in tomorrow for a drug test, and turn in my shirt at Staples. :) So wish me luck.

Now, I have papers to fill out, an insurance company to call, and homework to do. Though this is technically my homework as well. XD Bye bye.

No fun.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 15:38:46 GMT

Being sick is no fun. I could not sleep at all Saturday night.. at least not very good. I kept waking up every little bit. I put in a cough drop around 3, and at about 7am I was still awake sucking on it. I wasn't all there though, all my attention was sucking on the cough drop and off elsewhere, just drifting. =/ Not very restful. That sore throat was very stubborn though. Then finally yesterday it went away! But instead of a sore throat, I had a bad cough, a stuffy/runny nose, and I couldn't stay at the right temperature. I was either too hot or too cold. I must've had chills. Last night I took a sleeping pill to get me to sleep and to keep me asleep. I woke up around 5 or so feeling very cold and extremely thirsty. So I remedied most of that. I drank a bit of water, turned the ceiling fan and floor fan off, and pulled the covers all around me. I also piled up the extra pillows around my body and hugged my teddy Snowy tightly. xD Then at 7 my alarm went off. It was light outside. So I made the bed, got dressed and jumped again when the alarm went off at 7:09. XD I forgot the snooze was still on. After that, I went downstairs, hugged my babies (Caleb, Chise and Baggie) then I left for school. We didn't do much in English today. She just went over some things from our essays from last week. Then she handed them back. She told me that she should have know my essay from the funky name, because I always use those names. The first name I used was Talia Kirin, the second was Aoi Misaki, and this last name was Ellenya Ashkevron. That last name is the name I use now for alot of my WoW and Guild Wars characters. Well, at 8:30 she let us out of class, so I went to the Starbucks in the library and got a hot chocolate. =( It made me sick. I went to my math class after that and sat with my head resting on my arms, trying to get better before the class started. I felt so sick and I was burning up. We finished the chapter we were on last week, then that class was over at 9:25. She had a bucket of candy for us, so I grabbed my favorites. A heath bar, 2 starbursts, and a thing of milk duds. :D I've already eaten them now. Then I headed home, and I called nana while I was on the interstate. She is on her way to NC now. Then I got home.. and started doing this. ;) I need to make 3 more after this before Wednesday morning.. and I need to put them all in my journal for class. =/

=/ It's strange, this time change always messes me up.. especially since I don't know how to change the clock in my car. xD I was driving home from school and I thought it was 10:30! XD But it's better because it will get dark earlier.. meaning I can sleep earlier. :D

Almost time for lunch so... need to go. :) Also need to fill out more applications since I no longer have a job. T_T

Happy Halloween. >=D

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 00:59:16 GMT

Happy Halloween! This halloween is nothing special for me. =( The only thing special about this halloween was the special things they have on World of Warcraft. ;) You can go to the Innkeeper and trick or treat. xD There are so many thing you can get. I have been turned into a bat, a frog, a leper gnome, and a ghost. ;) It was fun being a bat because I could fly around everywhere and still shoot arrows. xDI couldn't do any magic though, but I was fine with that. The frog was crazy, I hopped around for a bit, until I turned back into a night elf. I have a female human mask right now.. and it looks weird on me.

I've been playing that game all day today, for the most part. I did play a little bit of Guild Wars too. :D Real fun game, very pretty. I made a ranger, with warrior as my secondary class. Her name is Ellenya Ashkevron. My Hunter night elf on WoW is named Ellenya. ;) I like that name.

Been feeling sick since last night.. but I am starting to feel better now. I knew I was getting sick when I started getting sore all over. =/ But of course Caleb thought I was just trying to procrastinate more. I was serious. I got hardly any sleep last night because of that. I have some sleeping pills right here that I plan on using tonight. Maybe I will be able to get some sleep tonight. I really hope so.

I hate it when the time changes. I woke up this morning thinking it was 10, but it was really 9. =/ That sucked, but I couldn't sleep any how.

Oh, I don't think I have a job anymore... :(

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 05:00:37 GMT

I had that third interview today. :) I didn't manage to get the computer department job, but I still hope they consider me as a cashier! If I don't hear from them on Monday, then I will know. =/ It would be seasonal temp, and they would start me out at $7.00 at the least, maybe $7.25. So that would be great. I pray I get it, I need some money for Xmas. :( There are a few things I would love to buy for everyone this Xmas, and I won't be able to get anyone anything with the current income I am getting a Staples. It gets kinda depressing seeing a paycheck for $27. =/ What's worse, next week's check will only be about $20! It doesn't even pay for gas any more. =/ I have to borrow money from Nana to pay for my gas, insurance, and occasional food. =/ All that is plenty to stess over, and be depressed about! It sucks, to put it plainly.

Good news is that Caleb bought me more anime. :D I now have the complete series of Kino's Journey! I love it. =) Anyways, gotta go now, gonna either watch some anime or read, or sleep. =/ Night!

Oh, and I cancelled my WoW account. :( I can't afford it anymore, even though it's $15 a month. =/ Damn!! I am going to miss it.

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 15:06:44 GMT

I'm still alive, just haven't been posting much recently. =( Lotsa things have happened recently. Most recent would be.. that I have passed 2 interviews so far as Best Buy. :D I have the third and final interview tomorrow at 4pm, with the manager. =0 Pray I make a good impression! They are interviewing me (or so they said) for the computer department. :D Wow, I was surprised when they told me that.

Before that though, just hours before, I had an accident. x_x I hit a car, and I still think it wasn't entirely my fault. I have a witness who says that the other girl was speeding, and that she wasn't even near me when I started pulling out of the parking lot. All I remember was that I looked both ways before pulling out. No one was coming from the right, only a student or 2 walking across the road, so I started pulling out, and I looked left to make sure I wasn't going to hit any students and to make sure any new cars saw me, and just as I started looking right (I was already halfway pulled out) I hit a car that came out of nowhere from my right. I thought I hit her, but as I was thinking about it last night, the damage on my car wasn't the kind that came from just hitting her, there was a scrape of her car on mine, going forward for the most part, so I think she must have been going too fast, then saw me and tried to swerve to the right to go around me but didn't quite make it, and realized that, and put on her breaks right in front of me before I realized she was there. I just enough time for my brain to register she was in front of me, our cars already connected, then I put my breaks on.. But it was my first wreck and it was all a blur to me. So of course I got the blame because I hit her, even though she was speeding. It sucked.

Other than that, I am doing pretty good. =/ As good as can be expected, at any rate.

Going to see Doom tonight. Caleb really wants to see it. XD So we are.

Well.. me gonna go, will elaborate more on all the going ons in my life these past days. Need to go downstairs now. :P

Oh, Caleb is so wonderful, and I can't stop thinking about that and about how much I love him. :) <3 n_n

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 14:51:47 GMT

Fall break is here! :D Yay! Now I am out of school for 2 and a half days. And I don't have to work this week any more either! Yay, makes it more like a break now.

I did drop 2 more classes today. If I drop one, I have to drop the other.. so now I have only 2 classes, I had to drop the other because I missed the midterm. =( I didn't know it would only be available yesterday! I was so busy, with school, job searching, homework, and working last night. I seemed to have forgotten about it, but I thought it would be available for at least 2 days, since she posted it yesterday.

I'm watching an anime called Honey & Clover. It's so adorable! I just saw a picture of it the other day, and I downloaded the first episode.. and fell in love. xD I am on episode 9 now.. can't wait to see more. :)

Oh, I made 2 100's on the quizes in Math, and I made an 83 and a 93 on some essays in English. :D I guess I am doing pretty good now. :)

Mmm. Steak Out....

Exhausting days.

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 18:02:37 GMT

I don't know exactly why, but today has felt so exhausting. Yesterday as well. Yesterday it felt like one of those days when I have to go to work, but today is one of those days. It makes it worse then. I woke up when Caleb came upstairs to hug me and tell me goodmorning and goodbye. That was before 7:45am. I still had 20 minutes to sleep. But I couldn't get back to sleep knowing the alarm would go off at 8:05. Then he came back in here to print something off from his email. Well, I actually got out of bed then, made the bed up, and got dressed after he left for work. I got my things together, went out to my car and left for work. I was so hungry this morning.. but I didn't stop anywhere to eat. Instead, I got to school early, went to the library and bought a vanilla latte. Mmm, that is a good way to wake up and get started. Then I went to my math class. I had totally forgotten about the quiz we were to have. So I started cramming all I could into my head for the quiz. I didn't even need to do that. She allowed us to use our books. I only referred back to my notes once, so I think I did good. I normally make 90s on the quizes anyhow. She didn't give us any homework tonight, so I left and went to my car. When I got to my car, I changed into my nicer clothes. I thought there was a career fair today, but I was wrong. It is not until the 25th! So after driving around for a little bit trying to find it, I discovered that it was going to be 2 weeks from today. Then I went to Best Buy, asked them how I set up my voicemail, and check ALL the messeges I had on my phone. I had so many of them that in the end, I just went to my car and listened to them all, then deleted them, all except for one. That was a callback from Geico about an application I put in a few weeks ago! I called and left a messege, and I intend to call them back in a little bit. I came home, ate lunch and did my homework for my english class tomorrow. This is part of it too, so meh. After I do this, I intend on laying down for a bit and trying to get some rest. Tomorrow is the last day of school for the week so I am happy about that. I get to sleep in finally! Yay. Night night now.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 03:35:31 GMT

Just another quick update before I go to bed. :) I had an interview today at Barnes and Noble. :S I hope it went ok.. The manager said that if they consider me, I will be called for another interview Tuesday night. Great! Except that is the only night that I will be working this week. X_X Just perfect! So I need to figure out how to get my voicemail working, and fast. =/ So tired now.. need sleep.. *snores*

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 20:10:54 GMT

I am thinking about canceling my WoW account. I can't really afford to play it right now. I am not making much money anymore, so I think it would be best if I canceled it until I got a better job. That's a sad thought.

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 14:32:36 GMT

I'm so hungry today! =( I haven't eaten anything since supper last night. While I was in class today, my stomach would not stop growling at me. It kept bugging me, threatening to make me sick unless I ate something. =/ So I came home and guess what I saw? Caleb, still in bed asleep! XD So much for getting to Red Lobster when it opens! He should be in the shower right now, hopefully. =/

Yesterday we finished watching Angelic Layer! :D I really wanna play that game now. I want to see a second season to that. There is so much they can do to continue it! We started watching Wild Arms last night, after we finished. =( I was so upset when I discovered that the outtakes are not on the boxset! That sucked, because if I remember right, the outtakes were so hilarious! XD

I can't wait to get the Azumanga Daioh boxset now.. and the FF: Unlimited boxset. There are many more that I want too, like RahXephon, Noir.. Ooh, and the Kino's Travels boxset is only $40! Wow. While I was at AWA, I saw the first episode or so of Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok. It looked real good, and so did GoDanner..

I am anime crazy. The series Bleach is great. xD

Damned good day. :D

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:51:19 GMT

Today has been great! First, the alarm went off at 7am. Nearly had a heart attack at that! XD You see, I took 2 benedryl last night before I went to bed, at 12am. So they were still coursing through me, keeping me sleepy. At first, I thought that my clock was messed up. I didn't hear anyone else, so I thought it must've gotten messed up. But my cell phone said the same thing. So I finally crawled out of bed, made it, got dressed fast, grabbed my bag and went downstairs. :D Caleb was already awakish, which really surprised me. I expected him to still be sound asleep, poor guy needs it. =( I hugged and kissed him for a couple minutes, then I borrowed his jacket to cover up with. I had on a shirt that was quite small and felt like nothing. =/ Went to school and felt like I was quite prepared for class today. English class went good, then math went good too. I do have some homework to do for them. I have a math test tomorrow. @_@ So I better get to studying soon.

After class, I came home and found that Caleb was still here. :D Yay! He was waiting for me because he needed me to pick him up later. He was going to take his truck to get it fixed, after he went to the chiropracter. So I followed him, then we went to eat lunch at Applebees. It was an unexpected but great treat. I got so much food that I couldn't eat it all. Then we went to a book store.. the one that sells them wonderful vanilla lattes. *drools thinking about it* We both bought 2 mangas. He got the 3rd volume of iD_entity, and I found this real cute manga called DramaCon. <3 Already read DramaCon, and I love it. :D It's so cute, yet I can really relate to it, since it is about an anime convention.

We came home after that (and after filling my gas tank up, bless him). We read our mangas, then he went to mow the lawn. I stayed out there for a little bit hugging and playing with his 2 dogs. I love them so much. :D When he let them out of the backyard, Molly ran to me and tried to jump up on me. XD I loved that! :3 Well, then I came inside and I meant to get started on my homework.. but I am a procrastinator. So what? XD Read a preview of a manga called Kamichama Karin. Aww. Love that too. Caleb was done mowing the grass not too long after that. Hugged him a bit, then came back upstairs to work on my homework again. But instead I do this..

I guess you can say this helps me with my homework in the long run. ;) I do have to make journal entries for my english class.. Hope this is long enough. :D Must do this three times a week, I think.. *makes a mental note to check*

I need to study for the test now, sayonara! :D

What an awesome day. :3 <3

Procrastinate.

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 16:12:17 GMT

I'm just a little bored, waiting for Caleb to get out of the shower. =) I am also just putting off having to do homework. XD I have to make 13 full page journal entries for English 1101. =/ Sucks, my hand is going to be so cramped afterwards!

I'm just not with it today for some reason, not depressed, just kinda detached from everything at the moment. =) I like and don't like feeling this way. Oh well. I have this strong urge to go driving, not to a single place, but just to drive. Driving can be relaxing. :D

x-posted in my blogger.

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 03:04:32 GMT

I got over my dilema. =) It was just one of them days. Thanks to Caleb (and a vanilla latte) I feel a whole lot better! :D In fact, I ain't going to school tomorrow! It won't count against me anyhow, since they are just redoing the DOE. You have 3 chances to pass it, and if you fail, you fail the class. I passed it on my first try so I don't have to go back, unless I wanna bring my score up. =) I will do that on the third try instead. Tomorrow I have homework to do, resumes to mail, and jobs to see! xD Plus I have to close tomorrow night. Pray it's Tim closing. =)

I suck.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 21:19:39 GMT

I feel so down today. =( It has all to do with myself, jobs, money, and housing. =/ I went on a job hunt today, but by the end of it I had not accomplished anything, other than one interview. Thing is, that job is in Byron, so even if I do get it, which I hope I don't, it will only be paying for me to drive there and back. =/ I desperately need a job that pays better. I found one at the base, for a Plumber. Thinking about looking into it, only because it pays $19 an hour. I need money because I need a car that will last me a while, one that actually turns good, one that has AC, one that isn't as big as my piece of sh*t is. =/ Then, I need enough coming in so I can get an apartment closer to college, or between college and work. Why do I have such a hard time finding a decent job? I thought I found one, but at $7 an hour, with only 4 hours a week, that just plain sucks! I make around $28 a week, which makes it around $112 a month. =/ I can't be financially stable making that, but I can't seem to get anything better! I just feel like giving up. ;_; *hate-self* I'm 19 and a 1/2. I should be more financially stable than I am now. I would blame it on someone else, but in the end, I am the one wholly at fault. I feel hopeless, broken.

And on top of that, I locked my keys in my car today, I dropped my phone, dropped my overshirt somewhere on the driveway, and wasted gas.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 16:30:55 GMT

While at AWA, I bought quite a few things. :D Ok, 3. The boxset of Angelic Layer, the boxset of Wild Arms, and volume 2 of Oh! My Goddess. :D Yay!!!!!

I have 10 hours at work this week. Much better than 4. ;)

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 02:14:50 GMT

Just a quickie before I go to sleep. =) We got home around 5pm tonight. I was so tired.. but we had alot of fun! I argued with Caleb alot, but mostly it was just my frustration at not being able to cuddle with him and stay in the same room as him. =( My frustration came out in us arguing instead. But last night was very fun. :D We watched Fullmetal Fantasy, the first 2 episodes of Full Metal Panic: 2nd Raid, and Inuyasha: Movie 4. :D Also saw an episode of Kamichu! and 2 episodes of Bleach. And the first 2 episodes of Ah! My Goddess. :) Saw part of a concert; Yoko Ishida sings the opening song for one of my favorite animes. :D It was just fun. I didn't cosplay as Kagome.. but I sorta did cosplay as Itachi from Naruto. ;) I wore my Kagome outfit for 20 minutes before I gave up, but in the 20 minutes, Caleb and I had someone come ask us for a picture! XD I don't know right now if we will go to AWA 12, but I do wanna go to Japan Fest next year! I bought some adorable things from there, and the japanese food was so delicious! I was in heaven! <3

=( Talk more about that tomorrow.. must go to sleep. =)